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我愛他 Wo Ai Ta

2010-05-15T22:30:00.001+08:00

他的輕狂留在某一節車廂

Ta De Qing Kuang Liu Zai Mou Yi Jie Che Xiang
地下鐵裡的風比回憶還重

Di Xia Tie Li De Feng Bi Hui Yi Hai Zhong
整座城市一直等著我

Zheng Zuo Cheng Shi Yi Zhi Deng Zhe Wo
有一段感情還在漂泊

You Yi Duan Gan Qing Hai Zai Piao Bo

對他唯一遺憾是分手那天

Dui Ta Wei Yi Yi Han Shi Feng Shou Na Tian
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來

Wo Ben Teng De Yan Lei Dou Ting Bu Xia Lai
若那一刻重來我不哭

Ruo Na Yi Ke Zhong Lai Wo Bu Ku
讓他知道我可以很好

Rang Ta Zhi Dao Wo Ke Yi Hen Hao

*我愛他轟轟烈烈最瘋狂

Wo Ai Ta Hong Hong Lie Lie Zui Feng Kuang
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘

Wo De Meng Hen Hen Sui Guo Que Bu Hui Wang
曾為他相信明天就是未來

Ceng Wei Ta Xiang Xing Ming Tian Jiu Shi Wei Lai
情節有多壞都不肯醒來

Qing Jie You Duo Huai Dou Bu Ken Xing Lai

我愛他跌跌撞撞到絕望

Wo Ai Ta Die Die Zhuang Zhuang Dao Jue Wang
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘

Wo De Xin Shen Shen Shang Guo Que Bu Hui Wang
我和他不再屬于這個地方

Wo He Ta Bu Zai Shu Yu Zhe Ge Di Fang
最初的天堂最終的荒唐*

Zui Chu De Tian Tang Zui Zhong De Huan Tang

如果還有遺憾又怎麼樣呢

Ru Guo Hai You Yi Han You Zhe Me Yang Ne
傷了痛了懂了就能好了嗎

Shang Le Tong Le Dong Le Jiu Neng Hao Le Ma
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀

Ceng Jing Yi Kao Bi Ci De Jian Bang
如今各自在人海流浪

Ru Jin Ge Zi Zai Ren Hai Liu Lang

我愛他轟轟烈烈最瘋狂

Wo Ai Ta Hong Hong Lie Lie Zui Feng Kuang
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘

Wo De Meng Heng Heng Sui Guo Que Bu Hui Wang
逃不開愛越深越互相傷害

Tao Bu Kai Ai Yue Shen Yue Hu Xian Shang Hai
越深的依賴越多的空白

Yue Shen De Yi Lai Yue Duo De Kong Bai
該怎麼去愛

Gai Zhe Me Qu Ai

*我愛他轟轟烈烈最瘋狂

Wo Ai Ta Hong Hong Lie Lie Zui Feng Kuang
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘

Wo De Meng Hen Hen Sui Guo Que Bu Hui Wang
曾為他相信明天就是未來

Ceng Wei Ta Xiang Xing Ming Tian Jiu Shi Wei Lai
情節有多壞都不肯醒來

Qing Jie You Duo Huai Dou Bu Ken Xing Lai

我愛他跌跌撞撞到絕望

Wo Ai Ta Die Die Zhuang Zhuang Dao Jue Wang
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘

Wo De Xin Shen Shen Shang Guo Que Bu Hui Wang
我和他不再屬于這個地方

Wo He Ta Bu Zai Shu Yu Zhe Ge Di Fang
最初的天堂最終的荒唐*

Zui Chu De Tian Tang Zui Zhong De Huan Tang

如果還有遺憾是分手那天

Ru Guo Hai You Yi Han Shi Feng Shou Na Tian
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來

Wo Ben Teng De Yan Lei Dou Ting Bu Xia Lai
若那一刻重來我不哭

Ruo Na Yi Ke Zhong Lai Wo Bu Ku

讓他知道我可以很好
Rang Ta Zhi Dao Wo Ke Yi Hen Hao

不能为她穿上 ‘嫁衣’ 请别脱她的 ‘内衣’

2010-03-31T23:05:00.001+08:00

不能为她穿上 ‘嫁衣’ 请别脱她的 ‘内衣’

“拥抱睡觉不做爱那么这个男人是真的爱她...”

偶尔和朋友闲谈，谈到爱谈到性他说他在网上看到这样一句话，“拥抱睡觉不做爱” 我说 “如果是你，你能做到吗” 他说 “ 能” 我，笑怎么能,真的能吗如果能，他就不会和别人刚恋爱就上床，刚上床就分手了，呵呵...

他告诉我世界上没有爱情，爱只不过是对依恋和习惯的一种修饰因为寂寞才恋爱！
不聊了，话题结束，有些事是不适宜深聊下去的

回到家，却还一直想着这句话，我问妈妈“一个人在一切条件都具备的情况下，可能和自己心爱的人‘拥抱睡觉不做爱吗？’ ”妈说:"能"
我问:"有可能控制得住吗，那他还算男人吗?!"
时间突然停滞了几秒,妈妈转过头和我说"...那才是真男人..."

想到了一篇文章 ...
和最爱的人在一起一定要做的十件事！
其中有一条就是：抱着她睡觉,但什么也不做！

什么是真爱?
爱不是性不是欲不是占有
如果你真的爱她,你想的不是怎么去占有她的身体,而是会很小心翼翼的保护她,不让她受一点伤害,哪怕是自己可能给的,也不可以！

只有出于真爱，你才能真正的设身处地的为她着想。你才会在做每件事情前考虑到这么做会给她带来什么后果,而不是简单的想着快感,想着占有,想着满足。

读了一篇散文，觉得有一段写的特别美：

"还记得那年暑假的一个晚上,我们坐在小镇河边的公园里,傻傻的聊到凌晨3点,现在想起来心里总觉得那时侯特别美好,在那棵桃树下，雨淅沥沥的下着,我们牵着手,我的手心里全是汗水,但我舍不得放开,我想就这样一直牵下去,雨水淋湿了你的衬衫,不经意间我隐约看见你湿透的胸口在夜色中象树上含苞欲放的桃花一样,那时候我真想抱紧你,深深的吻着你,但是我没敢,是我没有勇气,但我并没有后悔,因为那些美好的情节,那段朦胧的初恋将永远永远地印在我的心上"

看到这里你的心中是否也有涌起一丝丝悸动?

是否也想到了一些事? 是否也想起了某个人? 我相信真爱,但我只相信一次！
任何人都是这样,心底总有一个永远也忘不了的ta,那些清涩的故事,那些傻傻的举动 ...

一旦那份至珍的感情结束了,人就变了,变的无所谓了,变的世俗了,变的圆滑了,变的不再相信什么狗屁爱情了,你还会像对待初恋女友那样,小心翼翼的保护着她的第一次吗?! 一次次的控制着自己挑战自己的自制力吗?

不会的,有那个必要吗?甩了钱,一夜情有的是,做爱其实是件很廉价的事情,如果你把它的实质只当一种情感的发泄,那它比你给的价钱更廉价,一分钱都不值！

如果你不爱她,大可不用考虑那么多,拍拍屁股走人呗,管她那么多,愿意负责任,我负,不愿意负,我走人 .没有处男膜吧,呵呵..反正我不损失什么。

女人就是衣服,随便换,天凉快的时候,我都可以不穿,有了钱有了权还怕没女人吗

如果一个男人这样想了,是的,也许他可以拥有一切,但是----却永远无法拥有真爱了！
和每个人一样,也一定有一个女人住在他内心最深处.只不过却也只能住在他自己的回忆中了,坐在一堆钱上的回忆中了
... ...

真爱来的不容易
我们还年轻有些事情不是我们该享受的,我们也承担不起请珍惜,爱护身边的ta
我们还年轻,学生时代的爱情相对于物欲横流的复杂社会是最真最纯的了，如果你真的拥有了一份真爱，爱是寂寞撒的慌 .

当你们相爱时，一定慢一点上床，别以为脱了裤子就是爱！如果这样都是爱，那么扣上皮带也就该拜拜.zuo爱容易说爱难~！每个人都有初恋，初恋结婚成功率仅为千分之三！

　　当下大多男人会在婚前有过性行为，然而和你发生关系的女孩子成为你的新娘了吗？　　没有？！冲动的惩罚更多的来自于女孩子，怀孕、流产、痛苦、伤心......

　　当你拥着心爱的女孩子的时候，你有没有想过，当有一天你离开她的时候，你还能坦然的告诉自己，我曾经是爱她的，她是完整的。我给了她完整的爱？！

　　当你拥着初恋心爱的女孩儿的时候，望着眼前美丽的胴体，你有没有想过，当有一天你结婚的时候，你心爱的女孩子告诉你，曾经她有过..........你会坦然的面对她，告诉她，没关系，你依然是我今生最美的新娘？！而当你想起曾经的你的她的时候，你是那么爱她，而你没能给她穿上嫁衣，你却得到了女孩儿最珍贵的东西，你能没有一丝愧疚吗？　　

如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易解开你心爱女孩儿的衣服　

如果你真心爱着她，请不要轻易忘了你曾经的承诺！

如果你真心爱着她，请给她安全的臂弯，给她依靠！
　　
如果你真心爱着她，请善待你们的每一天，让她幸福，让你们开心..
　　

如果有一天，你将独自迎来日出和日落；

如果有一天，你的视线里再也找不到曾经的她的影子。

你却依然可以在你的天空里祝福远方的她过得幸福！

因为，你给了她完整的爱！！！！！！！！

有句话：如果你不能给她穿上嫁衣，请停下脱她衣服的手 .

The day before

2010-01-02T04:00:00.001+08:00

It begins and ends by raining

Don't go away

2009-12-24T16:30:00.002+08:00

Looking through your eyesthere's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?
Can't stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'
Don't~ Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so
Don't~ Don't Go Away
I've never been on my own before
Wooh…. Oh….Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't~ don't go away
Don't~ Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so
Don't~ Don't Go Away
I've never been on my own before
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more

A nice ♥ story

2009-11-01T03:00:00.005+08:00

He met her on a party.
She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home....
Suddenly he asked the waiter, 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously, 'why you have this hobby?
He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'.
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.
A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date.
She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you - the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'.
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: 'what's the taste of salty coffee?'
'It's sweet.' She replied.

Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!

CKSY

2009-10-07T22:39:00.021+08:00

You again, the anonymous!
I'm happy to see your words again. =)

♥
I'm ruthless as u can tell,
none of my story to you is fairytale,
not being generous and else,
not even treating you well,
not even listening what u tryna' spell.
and sometimes emotion gone wild,
no matter how,
u still look at me and smile.
Even stench of my body smells,
stil Givin' me the warmest hug as you shall,
kiss me everytime as usual,
always making sure i'm fine with my health,
love me regardless of my wealth,
this is the gal i'm talkin about.
I appreciate it and i promise i'll carry on,
as life moves along,
I realize you're the best i've ever won,
can't imagine when u're gone,
what would happen to me will be wrong,
I'll just dedicate this song,
don't go away and play it for long,
hoping you will fall back to my arm,
grant me one more chance,
to take care and protect u as i can,
not gonna see u walkin away from ur man,
this will never ever happen again...
Come back to the reality of romance..
♥ - by Him

Yeah.. My heart to you is given,
and true love begins when nothing is looked for in return,
since being together with you,there are some things I've learnt,
no matter how mean you are when you speak with an assertion,
the best thing to do is being lenient,
cause who you need is one obedient's,
I'll be the one and keep the consistence.
One more sentence but not nonsense,
I love you baby not only with my heart, but my care, my patience, and tolerence.

Baby.. As what you said, my heart is molten.
Therefore, I always need you, the freezer, to keep the form solid.
Without you, my heart melts, and there will be no heartbeat anymore..

♥

Happy Mid-autumn Festival

2009-10-03T15:09:00.017+08:00

It's 15th of 8th lunar month! Most Chinese celebrate Mid-autumn Festival today!
And it's my cousin's wedding day as well.
I'm kinda lazy to express in written form. So, let the pictures to do telling. ^_^

Grandma and her granddaughters,granddaughter-in-law,and great-granddaughter! (the eldest granddaughter wasn't around)

everyone was looking at the camera while the lil' baby looking at me.. haha!

kissing me.. haha!

♥

2009-10-02T12:57:00.006+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her..."

♥

2009-10-01T22:06:00.001+08:00

能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我天长地久
不要对我若即若离让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我一直到最后
从今以后剩下的路要你陪我走

能不能?

weep

2009-09-27T02:24:00.002+08:00

=(
never thought that i just spent my day like this

2009-09-18T19:35:00.010+08:00

Wooo Hooo~

Today I went to YiLing's house and baked chocolate cupcakes together with her and also Serene!

Before going to YiLing's house, I went to buy all the ingredients.

I was greatly excited to bake the cupcakes after I bought the ingredients!! lol

When I've reached YiLing's house, Serene said that she is even more frenzied!!

She claimed she dreamed of baking cake last night!! hahahaha!!

After that, we started to measure the ingredients.

We decided to double all the quantities in the recipe, so that we could bake more.

When we were mixing all the ingredients, we saw the batter seeming so rough, but not smooth.

At the time only one thing came to mind - we never doubled the quatity of egg!! haha!

We are really muddledheaded people!! lol

After that, only we added 2 more eggs to the mixture! How ridiculous it is!

We then put the batter into the paper cups which were lined on the tray, and then started to bake them.

After 15 minutes, we got them from the oven and started to decorate them.

Let's see the outcome!!

I was baking cupcakes, all the while thinking of you,bb. And hoping that you would like them. ^^

I'll bake again when you're back! =)

2009-09-17T00:45:00.014+08:00

Finally gotta say bye bye to it

*********************************************************************************

And now, say hi to it

090909

2009-09-09T17:07:00.012+08:00

090909

I had a date with my qi qi qi~ =)
We actually wanted to go to the Hokkien Mee stall which is opposite JitSin's gate 2 to have lunch.
However, it was not open. Is the hawker not selling hokkien mee anymore??
Then, we went to the cafe nearby JitSin as well. We went to the one which I have already forgotten the name of it.
And before leaving the cafe, I stole 2 notes which were tacked on the board. hahaha!!

After that, we went to Belgium, a cafe that we used to lunch when we were still in JitSin.

Look! These are what I have stolen from the cafe! =)

090909

What have you done on this date?

..

2009-09-08T19:30:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling depressed..
What's future to me?
I've no idea..

2009-09-05T01:07:00.004+08:00

I'm wondering who's the anonymous who left comment on my previous post. haha!
Anyway your words really exhilarated me seriously..
And they really touched me deeply.. ^^

The anonymous (the rap king) rapped:

Indeed me too, I'm obsessed
here i'm gonna confess
you're The best of the best
like no other rest
can't picture the mess
distance between us stretches
every single night passes
the gap aggravates so fast
but this ain't gonna split us
away from the broken hole cuz I must
hold as tight as i can and i trust
this interval won't fade to dust
promise you we'r gonna fly to the Mars
all around the Universal back to NASA's
enjoyin' every single second it lasts
just like this song i'll never go away
every night every day
mentally with you that's what you crave
my soul won't stray
here touch my chest and feel the wave
it follows ur heart beat as it may
2 in 1 or 1 in 2 its okay
as long as we stick together with our fate
we'r gonna come back to the same place
cuz' love traces
Your man is your grace

<3

Obsession

2009-08-30T03:10:00.002+08:00

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2009-08-27T22:58:00.005+08:00

Gosh! I'm gaining weight!

My tummy is now bloated

And I'm like 3 months pregnant.. @@

Where is my self-restraint? =(

I ought to do something to suppress my appetite!!

CKSY

2009-08-20T22:30:00.009+08:00

You're extremely handsome!! ^^

Muackz!

I miss you badly!!
And miss your nimble fingers as well.. =)
<3

2009-08-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

After hesitating, I decided to have the setting of the blog remaining the same.
And everyone can view it. =)
Have a nice day, people

CKSY

2009-08-12T00:54:00.005+08:00

Te amo, mi amor

Mine.Mind

2009-08-06T21:28:00.017+08:00

"想念真的很辛苦!

因为我越来越爱你.

希望你也和我一样,

深爱着对方."

I always read them which are in the message inbox of mine.

Seriously I love every single word of each line,

and they couldn't dismiss from my mind.

My love for you won't be confined,

and I'll ensure that it won't decline.

Frankly I do not agree with the saying - Love is blind

as I know YOU are the best of best I ever met of all time.

=l

2009-07-24T01:32:00.003+08:00

Due to some causes, my blog will be only read by those readers that i invited soon.
Therefore, my friends, give me your email address please! =)

2009-06-07T00:06:00.005+08:00

This is what i took! She is cute right?

Spot me? I was right behind my niece!! LOL

This baby girl is cute as well

postscript: Look,xx! I've updated it. Haha!

Godbrother's wedding

2009-05-27T16:06:00.018+08:00

Spot me?

Parents, aunties,uncles

All aunties and my mama

I and mama

Look at my niece's face! lol

Lil' ant!! JINJIN, how cute!

( For those who wanna video call her via msn, leave your meassage and do appointment. =p )

Aunt, cousin, me, mama

2009-05-25T22:17:00.005+08:00

Yeah.. I know that I never update my blog for ages

Here are 2 silly pictures to show you guys

I'll update more soon and more pictures will be coming soon as well

See you =p

WQ & SY

2009-03-23T16:42:00.012+08:00

Hey.. Don't seperate the couple la.. LOL!

How cute she is! =)

P.S. Qi.. I showed him the pictures. hehe! And he said you look very okay in those pictures seriously. kay? So, no worries kay? =)

** I'm looking forward to the next outing =)

Momo's & Rabbie's birthday celebration

2009-03-12T17:24:00.014+08:00

Newbie

2009-03-01T20:03:00.004+08:00

Hi, everyone
this is my brand new blog!!
new
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haha! lame~
will update very soon if i were freeeeeeee~
see u!
mwuaahx